I spent the last 2 weeks of December 2005 doing housework - washing laundry, changing bed linen and tidying up my little cozy corner... sometimes, it's therapeutic to do some housework... like cleaning up and compartmentalize things you have... since it is easier to do that for tangible stuff rather than intangible stuff - for instance, life.
I had been feeling moody for almost the whole of December and wasn't really sure where I want to go and what I want to do in 2006... Perhaps, I just got myself into the spiral of nua-ness and sian-ness where I just don't want to think about it...
Anyway, the good news is, I have decided that I need to climb out of that hole where nua-ness and sian-ness dwell harmoniously... I need to build up my momentum for the race which I want to finish strong (not rat race of course)...
Difficult it may be, but I will try...
Labels: melancholies
start by blogging more often yah? hee..
am trying to start 2006 on a clean (and new) slate too.. :)